Yesterday, it finally happened. I finally hit rock bottom. In 21 days it will be a year since I was attacked. Everyone keeps saying it should get easier, but I am finding the closer it gets to the one year mark, the worse I am doing. I am used to the sleepless nights because of the nightmares, but now the anxiety and stress is out of this world. I grew up in HELL, name the abuse, I lived it. And of course the attack has brought a lot of what I buried back to the surface.
In an attempt to get through the darkness without giving in, I have decided to start this blog. I am hoping by being able to express how I feel and what I am experiencing, I will be able to keep fighting and get through this horrible point in my life.
